I’m tired and weak… My legs are heavy as I walk through the streets to nowhere. Can you tell me where I am? The road is long and my life lost its way… Can you even see me or hear me? Oh! I do not think. I feel so invisible, like I don’t even exist. In the eyes of the righteous, I AM INVISIBLE! Would you dare to pause and think for a second: what I’ve been through? What kind of life did he have? Please don’t condemn me!
Life has been beautiful, but it was my choice why life has been difficult for me. Years ago, we were rich. I lived a life full of opportunities: opportunities to succeed and build a future from the hard work of my parents. But what I did? I was so stupid to put aside my dreams and just focus on enjoying life. Yes, I was a brat!!!! And I was too carefree… I can’t even remember if I REALLY HAD A DREAM. LOL! Those were the days of sin – enjoying the extravagance here and there, oh yes! It started out as fun, fun, fun!!! I didn’t know I was getting hooked on drugs. Yes! I got addicted at a young age and let it consume me until the end of my days. The thing is… I let myself be enslaved by the drugs and it was so hard to break the control that the drug had over me. . My urge was so strong that I can’t control myself to the point of betraying my loved ones just to acquire it. Yes, I was a sinner… and all my miseries and tribulations are the result of my wrong choice. My heart broke when I saw my crying parents slowly walk away from me… Little by little, I realized that I was losing the most important people in my life.
I can feel my body slowly deteriorating. Oh God! Please help me get through this fight! Forgive me for being a failure to the people I love the most, for hitting their hearts with my evil ways… I am unforgivable! Yes… I admitted it, I tortured my family every time they saw me drowning in my shameful addiction. However, my parents decided to take me to rehab. It was a stormy night that I will never forget. Along the way, we had a tragic car accident that took my parents from me. I wish I were the one to die instead of them! And there, with my endless grievance, I was left with no one in my quest to change. I know my parents didn’t die in vain… I know they wanted me to go out and show the world that I can change. I slowly crawled out of the car and out of nowhere, I heard a loud explosion. POP!!! When I looked back, I saw our car on fire with my parents inside! I fell to my knees, so helpless and exhausted… Help!!! Someone please help us??? I am very scared, I am trembling and cold.
The last chance I needed, I thought was gone… gone too soon with the death of my parents… But no! Life must go on… I need help, please listen to me! – Have mercy on a sinner like me! Take me to rehab, I beg you! Please take me to any place where I can receive a new hope… I know that God sent you… you are His instrument to guide me back… I beg you… Please give me the chance, the last chance What do I need to save my life?