The way I see it (perceive it) is that only LOVE will save our souls, our lives, our nation and our world. I know it looks like I have my blinders on, like I’m looking at the world through rose-colored glasses. Maybe it is, maybe that’s the way we heal, the way we make amends, the way we discover our whole being. As we align ourselves with the vibration of our Creator and become the frequency of LOVE, we allow ourselves to perceive this world with different eyes.
Today I was going through one of my journals for specific notes on an interaction. What I found was the inspiration for another article.
This is what I wrote in my journal entry:
The energy of 317 a path to transformation …
I sit here contemplating these papers, the messages, the cards and the warnings, I understand that it was all a journey. What do I need and who do I need to tell me that I am enough? What and why do I keep holding on to things and ideas that are “fear-based”, that tell me that I am not enough or that I am not special? Everything has been a sign, not badges, not magical emblems, words, symbols, just a sign of my innate abilities and my perfection. We use cards, medicine, horoscopes, runes, fortune cookies, Ouija boards, etc. to tell us who we are. I am going to take a chance here and pretend that I am the all-knowing, all-powerful seer of all and tell myself that I AM CREATED IN THE PERFECTION OF GOD. The only way, the only forward movement, the only relationship I need is with my higher self and my source. Is that an ego statement? No, it is the antithesis of an ego statement. When I connect to my Source, I connect to all the others, because they are from the same source. Then I WILL BE those numbers instead of looking for them to tell me what and where to go. The only magic here is for me to say YES to my Source.
I had completely forgotten this journal entry, which had come to me after deep meditation. At that time, I had continued to peel off my fear-based beliefs and found a huge layer to tear off. Meditation and journaling were the result of that. But today, about a year later, you have a new message for me, which I have decided to share with you.
My most recent struggle is to find out why I sometimes react negatively to what I see as separatist propaganda. The “women’s movement”, the “me too” phenomenon and many more sometimes make me want to crawl under a rock or, worse, get very controversial. I have to ask myself, a 57 year old woman, who in the past has found herself against the glass ceiling, has had many experiences ME TOO and who is the survivor of physical and mental abuse, why do I find my egoic self ( EGO-ICK as in ICKY) wanting to be rejected by these movements and lash out. This is what I have concluded. Just as I now perceive numbers, symbols, and fortune cookies, I have a new perspective on how our earthly world works.
Every time we try to heal something or someone like in “Women will heal our nation and our world,” we are seeing the absence of the integrity or well-being of our nation, the world or the human beings involved. When we perceive Anything as broken or imperfect that is what we will continue to experience. We are the projectors of our reality. Long ago, I put aside the idea that I am damaged, I need to fix or repair myself and repair the perpetrators of my so-called damage. We heal ourselves, our families, others, our country and the world by seeing and emphasizing what we love and what is good; seeing perfection and magnificence in others, in the world and, most importantly, in ourselves. We heal by seeing our Source, knowing our Source, knowing that we are all “THE” created in that beautiful likeness, no matter what the outer projection has actually been or is.
I am a sentient being, not a feminine or masculine being. When I dare to reach the top through the illusion of our world, I become deeply aware that we are all made up of both aspects of the feminine and the masculine. Will I choose to separate on opposite sides? What happens to a being that is in conflict with its totality? WE ARE ONE! We are all aspects or expressions of one another. When I accept this, my only option is to love my neighbor as myself.
The way I see it (perceive it) is that only LOVE will save our souls, our lives, our nation and our world. I know it looks like I have my blinders on, like I’m looking at the world through rose-colored glasses. Maybe it is, maybe this is how we heal, we make amends; we discover the totality of our being, we align ourselves with the vibration of our Creator and we become the frequency of LOVE.
